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2006-01-06T07:54:00.000-08:00

Hello!!! Ahem..I mean..Greetings! This is not Justin! I am an evil martian invading his blog and soon i will invade your measely planet which you call Earth and next...THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE!!! whahahaha!

Ok so im not a martian....im an...angel!! ahem haha..guess who! its me..Denise! and im blogging here because i am super super freeeeeeeee while the rest of you guys are busy with your new JC lives!!! whaaha..Justin says he's just been busy and that explains the mould growing on his blog...but we know the real reason don't we...He's a BUM! bum bum haha

Hey i shoud interview justin!

Nise: So justin...How do you find your knew JC? I heard its become real boring since you arrived there..
Justin: NJC is NOT BORING!!!!
Nise: Hmmnn I see..And what have you learned in the past week there?
Justin: LONG LIVE OG27!!
Nise: Er..Yes you certainly did learn alot...
Justin: Hey...
Justin: Oh and people, im not sure if im going for spiritual prep tomorrow...
Denise: Why?
Justin: In case im too tired..

Ok haha that was a modified online conversation haha...im tired now..im not nocturnal like justin...bum

Goodnight...

2005-12-23T08:14:00.000-08:00

heys im finally blogging! haha clap people clap! anyway to MARK, MELVIN, and JONATHAN.. see ive linked you all already (:

okok.. the past days have been HECTIC. as in like.. out of the house at 8am and back only at around 11pm+ on certain days. yeah man sick. haha. shall give a quick update of the past week..

sunday: session in morning, ihm@kovan in afternoon, then wanted to play soccer in evening.. but it rained bad so ended up playin an evil game!

monday: met shaun for lunch arnd noon at sakae (ended up hvin food poisonin seh!), then walked arnd town with jason n simon.. then had cat class gatherin at night yay

tuesday: cos of food poisonin, missed mornin prac.. but went for mass then penitential service at ihm

wednesday: had lunch with mum's australian frens, then went for prac at church till late at nite

thursday: shiok! haha mornin had soccer with church ppl, then went to j8 to buy stuff n watch king kong, then went to church for prac till almost midnite

friday: rested at home, then went for mass, after which had log christmas gatherin yay!

satuday: dunu yet =D haha

wells that's it.. quite a lot hor.. yups. takkare ppl and nites!

2005-11-28T06:14:00.000-08:00

hihi ppl! ok i must admit i forgot i had a blog.. until junnow i was lookin thru the LOG blog then i found my link. haha. anw.. it's been more than 2 months since i last updated. yah. aiya i feel lazy to type abt thingies. i hv lost my bloggin 'stamina' man. mebbe another time. tah.

2005-09-24T08:27:00.000-07:00

hellos! haha im baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack! =)

for now only tho.. back to busy studying come monday.. hmmm..

doubt anyone will see this anyway.. cobwebs hv already started formin on my blog hahas.

oh wells.. here's a list of artists whose CDs i want.. to remind myself in case i forget =D

1. Guns N Roses
2. Led Zepplin
*3. Deep Purple
4. Pink Flyod
5. Nirvana
6. Duran Duran
*7. Pretenders
8. Red Hot Chilli Peppers
9. Rolling Stones

* - got already yay =D

haha okies then.. tahtah for now! Good luck for O levels to all the sec 4s reading this! haha.. takkare n God Bless!

2005-08-18T07:57:00.000-07:00

hey! first post in forever! probably the last post in forever too! haha

i shall be done with blogs from now till the end of the O levels

this means i wont be postin anymore, and i dont intend to read anymore blogs

this wud help to cut down unneccessary expenditure of time

yups

tah for now.. and for a long time

God Bless!

(:

Love

me

2005-08-08T06:58:00.000-07:00

i suck. hmph.

today was interhouse cross country. mister justin sim got his best overall performance ever, coming in 8th for the individual run, and 2nd for the team run. however, he is displeased because he was aiming for the top 6, and should have met his expectations had his left thigh muscle not tightened at the crucial last 400m, limiting him to a weak run when others were sprinting. the only positive today was the fact that his good buddy, mr shaun chook, whom he had trained with previously, got an unexpected and unprecedented individual 10th position. congrats, mr chook.

the blame of the tired muscle really rests upon the fact that justin got his tactics all wrong. this being a new route, justin was largely unsure of the distance, the pacings, and which tactics to employ. as a result, he resorted to the last, desperate tactic available: to start off fast and build up a significant lead so that he wouldn't leave any energy unspent. big mistake.

the race started off well, with justin chasing after singapore's number 1 runner, shi ronghua. in vain of course, but it was a good feeling while it lasted. thus, justin was in second place until about 800m into the race, when he was overtaken by alan kong and farell chan, singapore's number 7 and 19 respectively. evidently, justin began to realise that his tactics were goin to fail him, and this did prove to be the eventual case.

around the 2.4km mark, djelton and eujinn overtook justin. another 800m or so later, sanjay and redzuan overtook mister sim, leaving him at 8th position. this was the case till the last bit, when justin was closing in on eujinn, who appeared to be half-dead. had he planned to save sufficient energy for this last bit, and not overworked his muscles in the early attempt to build a sizeable lead, justin probably would have met his target.

overall, justin is displeased. even for the team's second placing, justin's house, glam, could and should have come in first, lagging behind kallang by less than 10 points. pity. having said that, i guess it is still a good enough day. two medals do suffice.

returning to school, there were many stalls set up by secondary 3 victorians. with food and drinks going at low prices, as well as special items for consumption, it helped to raise justin's sprits up a little. i even got my hair dyed silver. kinda cool. studying took presidence over fun later, and justin eventually went home tired but weakly content.

but still i suck.

2005-08-06T09:13:00.000-07:00

hihi! haha bloggin again.. not that i cant afford to.. today woke up did emaths n chem.. i think i deserve some rest! haha..

wells it has been a busy week.. as usual, stayin in school n studyin like crazy after each school day.. only remotely eventful day was wed.. chook passed me the vs xcountry vest so went runnin in east coast park.. haha =D that was the day i had my root canal too.. cud hv died man! haha painful.. aniwaes.. trahlahlah tats my borin week..

today! Festival of Praise! yay! haha im sure many ppl gonna blog abt it so i shant! just gonna say that while darlene zschech n delirious rawk, i didnt really enjoy the whole thang.. well, at least i managed to talk to clarice for the first time in long while.. (: aniwae, after that, uncle dave n auntie cath fetched me home.. haha drove past geylang.. pointing out prostitutes n chee ko peks! HEE!! dum dee dum..

aniwae my parents GOT A NEW DOG!!!!!!!! and unlike someone, im not gonna get her breed wrong.. it's a BABY POODLE! super cute yarh! doesnt hv the retarded ding-dong-head poodle look.. this baby is soooooooo cute n cuddly! haha just now my family all gather round playin with her! our new darling =D oh and her name is JINGER! (:

oh wells.. -yawns- gonna sleep soon.. tah!

2005-08-01T08:08:00.000-07:00

heyy! haha somebody complained that ystd's post was too short.. so i shall add more crap for my fans to read! lol. ya rite =D

aniwaes today, despite being a 'boring' monday, was not boring at all! haha. rite frm the first thingie i did, when i woke up half an hour late, and had no time to dilly dally.. i just changed brushed teeth washed face n left, with my hair lookin all funnyfunny. haha nvm cant be as bad as someone else who woke up to a worse morning. hee.. well reached sch on time so okiedokie.. was fallin asleep durin assembly..zzz..

first up.. bio! haha had free periods n i finished up english hw.. then pe! yayness.. played baddie with chee.. fine im as rusty as.. a rusty thiing =P lost to him. for someone so fat, he sure has very little inertia! haha.. made him run all over the place.. but he rawked! woo to him. aft recess had emath.. another simple dimple quiz. then amath.. revision! last period was geog..

hmm after sch ate lunch with hwee n chee n seow.. haha saw some guy wearin PINK socks. yucks man.. aniwaes after lunch i power napped in the mc room! haha one hour of intense rest.. didnt know ms tang was in the room.. yikes. aniwaes woke up n started with work arnd 3.45.. doin amaths.. was with mansoor chengwei hanteng n zulhilmi.. they all left arnd 6 but i decided to stay on so was alone in the room, workin till 8..

haha after that went to canteen n talked to chook.. wah some wanted person la he got asked to join 2 bands.. nvm i shall be honoured to announce that he asked me to be the rhythm guitarist of his band n i said NO. lol.. he prollie found somone better aniwae.. lalala.. so many vs guys study till 9+, 10+.. nutcases.. so left sch arnd 8.30.. so darn dark.. bleaugh. took bus home.. hee at least had someone to sms so i wasnt lonely. thankyou! =) dum dee dum reached home arnd 9.30 yep..

okie so long! spend 10mins already! waste of precious studyin time! haha.. shall leave then.. takkare ppl! God Bless! =))

2005-07-31T00:55:00.000-07:00

woo.. a whole week without bloggin! yippie! haha means im gettin disciplined.. which is true! saya cinta study group =))

aniwae, apart from the routine daily practice of goin to sch, hvin lessons, n studyin after school, there is nth much to say for this week.. rah.. boring person arent i? haha. dum dee dum.. friday was a goodie day tho -nods- hahas my mind is floatin in the endless abyss of random thots, so im tryin hard to pluck out what i wanna say.. HMMM..

aniwaes.. today.. haha woke up late cos i slept at 3 last nite, but YAY i didnt slp durin mass. -beams- after tat session.. i AFFIRM MY AFFIRMATION of JUSTIN KONG and BRANDON who did a SPLENDID job! haha =D sharin was fun.. if only kristin wud stop whackin me. hmph.

lunch after that.. usual chaos la.. haha =) and urmm.. i wanna sleep! hee.. shall go off then.. tah! God Bless!

2005-07-24T02:51:00.000-07:00

grr.. i hate the now all-too-familiar feelin of being too lazy to blog just as i plan to.. haha.. nvm tis is good will help to keep my posts short.. =)

today praise n worship for the confirmants! yay! (: as i said in my previous-previous post, "cultivate a positive and it will outgrow all negativities". so i shant talk abt the screw ups haha =D the music was good, and i feel that tim swee n jess did a great job animatin too. yup *nods* haha, but quotin lance armstrong, "we can only get better". hee.. nvm praise God! excellent for first-timers. ^^,

after tat lunch.. stupid baboon guy took so long to take our orders, we were starving.. lalalala.. k im too lazy to describe anything, so yups.. bye! God Bless!

2005-07-22T07:37:00.000-07:00

yay! haha.. today was a rather.. long and unusual but nonetheless happyfying day! =)

mornin leavin hse the gate cudnt open.. had to use manual key.. lucky not late for sch.. firstly had talk by principal mr ang, then vp mr lim, then nobody mr oh.. haha.. all drove home the same message.. we have to study like donkeys in order to do well, startin nxt monday.. there isnt enough time and stuff.. but yea, cud sense that they really do care abt us la.. im for the first time im actually really really appreciative of what the school has done (: so i wont complain abt not hvin xcountry n not hving sept hols.. i'll try not to. haha

after that had geog, history (byebye michelle ho! hee).. recess was blah.. ran into someone id rather not meet.. then english.. haha slack.. had lunch den studied after sch with chengwei, jafnie, mansoor, shaun.. ok la somewhat productive.. studied till arnd 7.. and we all got a lil crazy.. haha the *ahem!* video hee.. left sch at 7+.. didnt go home haha.. jafnie n shaun accompanied me to orchard.. the bus ride was freaky..

went to borders! cos my mum gave me a $15 voucher tis mornin.. got some book entitled "the case for a creator".. abt tis science dude who didnt believe in god, only science.. but it was through science that he discovered that god indeed was real.. kinda interestin cos ud think that science opposes religion, not support it.. haha coolio.. but i wont be readin it until im done with harry potter.. hee.. after that we walked along eatin old chang kee n ice cream.. haha get fat get fat get fat! =)

after that got home.. ate dinner and here i am! haha gonna go off liao.. sleep early cos theres a super long day ahead tmr.. church in mornin, studyin, mass.. which wud explain y im not goin for speech day.. yup. take care then.. God Bless! (:

2005-07-20T06:56:00.000-07:00

whee.. same as ystd haha.. lazy to blog but it's habitual =x

today had sch... yadayada.. read harry potter durin recess! =) chinese emaths geog.. yupyupyup. left early to tk bus to choa chu kang stadium for national track n field finals.. victoria sch b and c div both got 3rd.. haha k la sorta expected.. aniwaes had lots of fun cheerin n acting totally retarded ^^ (i studied ss 'venice' dere too hee). after tat took cab home with nikc cass clement yups..

received some sucky news today.. firstly, inter-hse xcountry for sec 4s has been cancelled!!! NUUU.. was hopin to collect 2 more medals before i leave vs.. haish *sobx* been winnin every year.. den tis yr nth.. so sucky! hmph.. just becos we need to spend that extra day studyin in sch.. rah! oh then english o level orals are in 3 weeks' time, immediately after national day.. 11th august it commences.. oh n my first whift of prelims come in 39 bloody days! AND AND AND the dang prelims cut into the sept hols.. so sec4 victorians have ABSOLUTELY NO sept hols.. damn!

okie.. on a lighter note.. ^^ "Honestly.. Good to be talking back to u.. Haha.." =) i BURRIED A HATCHET TODAY!!!!!!!!!! yay =x oh wells.. cultivate a positive and it will outgrow all negativities.. my quote haha.. =)

so much for a short post haha.. just watched 'charmed'.. nicenice :D goin off now.. tah! God Bless!

2005-07-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

hellos! ok i came online to blog, but then i got distracted so now im too lazy to say much.. haha shall make it quick..

today mornin sch yadayada.. i hv 'long' hair.. whatever. recess was spent writing a testimonial for benji.. haha he likes it so wud prollie look good on his resume.. afta that lessons as usual, after sch had phy prac... stayed in sch a while to help some ppl with physics n amaths (believe it or not), then went back.. went for a run.. haha quite a long distance but wun brag =D came bak blahh here i am!

how nice to condense a whole day into a short paragraph.. whee..
bye then. God Bless!

2005-07-17T04:56:00.000-07:00

hellos! im bloggin for the first time in 4 days! yay (:

thursday was a borin day, n friday was listening day.. which made it an even more boring day.. blehhh.. ystd was fun in the mornin, music prac n all in church, but then after going home i pigged out and died.. haha xD at night watched 'meet the fockers'.. super lame and corny, but my fav joke is what the wife-to-be said.. "im going to call myself samantha martha focker, and i know how that sounds, but i dont care." LOL.. read out loud to get the joke :D

today.. HMM today.. slept so late last nite, was dozing off durin mass.. but i DIDNT sleep yay. after that quickie breakfast den went for the mini pnw for the confirmants.. blehh.. gave a short talk at the beginning.. was FAR frm what i planned it to be =(, but at least i got their attention, which was what i intended to do! =) lol im displayin pms here.. wheee-yuck. yay. boo. haha. sobx. ok ignore me =x oh wells i promise to do better next week! *nods* afta that music prac again.. fun haha im gonna plae 3-4 songs on sunday whee.. it's gonna be explosive! all for the GLORY of God of course =))

oh haha.. nick n i are slackers.. supposed to go ncc day parade, but.. hee *shrugs sheepishly* oh no my one week of slackin is OVER!!!! gonna start serious muggin frm tmr onwards... OH NO! haha i need a study partner.. hey everybody im up for grabs! *holds a neon sign* haha.. dum dee dum.. goin off now.. minority report showin on channel 5.. =x

bye then! God Bless! =)(::)(=

2005-07-13T04:59:00.000-07:00

hihi quickie post just to get the day out of my head =)
sch, cl listenin prac, emaths got results :D, recess.. 3 free periods durin bio, geog got results back.. annoying hmph. after sch ate lunch with chee n hwee den went back with pang n nick.. nick came over to my hse.. played guitar for more than an hour.. his presence makes me suck haha. then slept, went for run n here i am =) charmed comin soon whee..
okie tis was quite zat-zat. haha nvm.. just to get the day out of my head!
tah. God Bless!

2005-07-12T05:51:00.000-07:00

YAY! my exams are OVER!!!! haha but really doesnt feel like there's a big diff =x guess i never really took the whole exam thingie seriously to begin with.. the results shall reflect tis.. -shudders-

ystd had cl o lvl oral! rahhh! hahas kinda easy actually.. feel lyk it was mi besh oral for cl ever.. but dang la there was one friggin reoccuring word in the passage that i read wrongly.. blee! aniwaes conv was also rather okie.. the teacher kept nodding like.. a nodding donkey! haha fine i was 'studyin' geog before goin for the oral exam.. oh wells.. hope i get a distinction.. rah.

speakin of geog, today had geog ppr 1.. easy la! hee =) no one studied so it's quite funny if we all screw it up. wheeee.. after that play carrom with hwee n chris, then a bunch (7 peeps) of us went to tampines mall to watch 'fantastic 4'. i dont see where the 'fantastic' came from.. BLAH it was disasppointing.. tho funny and somewhat entertaining la =x rah.

after that had to go back sch for the aussie maths quiz. waste of time as always.. hmph. distinction again? hope can get high d =D hahas after that went home lor.. =x

bye then! God Bless!

2005-07-10T05:04:00.000-07:00

wheee.. hellos! im lazy, so will make tis short.

friday- rest day. hahas.. woke up at 10, then ate breakfast, then slept frm 12-2, then ate lunch, the slept from 3-6. hee.. after that went for a run la.. so im not 100% pig =)

sat - mornin went to church to prep for the session on the 24th.. after that had lunch at macs, then adam's dad fetched me home.. quickly got ready, then went off to go for soo's concert.. at sji.. for soo's sake, it was DAMN GOOD. hee

TODAY! haha played guitar for session.. urm.. there's a reason why im not in music =) after that was fun! wheee.. drums and stuff.. lazy to type out.. go read other blogs la hahas.. it was nice (:

feelin lazy! shall go study soon.. tah! God Bless!

2005-07-07T07:31:00.000-07:00

im in a GOOD MOOD! =)

today had amaths ppr2.. it was MUCHHHHHH easier.. think i can do relatively well.. then it'll pull up my total score so i can still pass and even get a B despite failing ppr1! hooray! hahas =x oh wells ppr ended at 10.. went to eat laska! then had chinese oral practice lesson.. for jason qy n myself only cos we dont take bio. erms.. must explain haha.. tmr is bio exam n those who take bio will come tmr for the ppr n hv the oral lesson after the ppr, but since the three of us dont take bio, we have NO SCHOOL *yayness* tmr, n so our lesson was today! =)

aniwaes after that the 3 of us went to... PS! *ps i love u* haha.. were there at 12+, so it was sorta deserted =x watched 'war of the worlds' NICEEEE!!! tho it ended quite abruptly. oh and i found many scenes funny when they were meant to be scary n stuff.. kept laffin with qy.. oh no we're sufferin frm 'joan cinema syndrome'! hee go figure. oh yah must thank jason for treatin us popcorn n drinks! we were tryin to finish the heeeuge tub before the movie started.. failed hee. went home after the movie..

and SLEPT! i finally caught up on long-lost sleep due to late nite muggin! (actually it's cos i only start studyin at midnite but oh wells hee) yep.. had dinner n watched tv n stuff.. hmmz.. im goin to Soo's concert tis sat. bruddah if ur readin this IT BETTER BE GOOD, or i'll throw tennis balls into all 3 tubas! hee..

oh wells.. tah for now.. God Bless!

2005-07-05T03:06:00.000-07:00

heyz.. hmmz i shudnt be wastin time bloggin, but i guess i'll just make it quick =x

today started off like crap. hahah. massive traffic jam along cte, and i got freakin late for the school for the first time ever. bleaugh! so suay mr chia was there if not.. =D aniwaes no scoldin la.. just got booked den hv to see him and he ticked my name =x wells had emaths ppr 2! wasnt very tuff, in fact was somewhat easy, but i made one big mistake!!!! did the loci crap wrongly, thankfully had enuff time to re-do it =)

afta exam went makan, den studied in class with chee n hwee.. wah piangz so hard to study we all dozed off here and there.. tee hee. but nvm covered a chunk of geog.. den went to see ms sharma and she told us to study hard for the exam tmr. -.- den miss lau saw me and said i was the first student she ever knew who could go 'out of point' for amaths! that means im one of the 3/4 of the class who failed ppr 1... hahas.. nvm i'll do better for ppr2! yay!

hmmz after tat ate ICE-CREAM (yummie!) then headed home.. gort new maid yay! her name is.. iis.. haha =x she's frenly enuff.. haha. hope i dont traumatise her ^^ aniwaes gtg now.. another run.. bleh. bye peeps! God Bless!!!

DO YOU SNORE?
no im silent =)

ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
id fight for love cos i love to fight =x

WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
coming.. coming..

AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
nope preferred lil figurines

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
more unbelievable than some fictionous shows

DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
only if they're chewy

WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
all babies look cute

IS THE SINGLE LIFE GOOD FOR YOU?
cud be worse. but goodie =)

WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
black

DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
no. my bro does. and he sounds terrible.

HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
nah

ANY SECRET TALENTS?
i can fly

WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
swiss mountains

IS JAY LENO FUNNY?
jay leNO

CAN YOU SWIM?
like a whale

HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
thankfully not

DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE?
im supposed to

CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
can you?

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
yups.. but not many times

ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
no

HOW IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
eternally true

DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
depends on whether it likes me

WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO??
silly questions *achoo!*

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU!"
it wasnt the last time =)

DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
isnt it meant to be a happie occasion? =x

HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
scrambled

ARE BLONDES DUMB?
most of em

WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
on my other foot

WHAT TIME IS IT?
day time

DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
juzzy

IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
yup. the 'M' looks like ur butt after eating there

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
12hrs ago when i was late for sch

DO U PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
showers

IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
hohoho no

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
nope.. ive got my torch light with me

WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
u dont want to know

CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
crunchy! *munchmunch*

CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
i wudnt try

HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN ANAMBULANCE?
nopes.. wudnt it be nice (:

HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
once.. *ahhhh...*

IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
if u can get free drugs, let me know

ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
i dunu.. i weigh just 57kg

WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
white n black

HOW LOUD DO YOU SNEEZE?
louder than u fart

ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
no, but i can sense that u are

CAN YOU SKATE?
yups.. and appear on www.jerkyboys.com

DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
yeap! (:

DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
no, but i can turn u into a toad

ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
*woof!*

YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
never.. some things do last forever

CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
send me to the moon first, then i'll try

DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
yah.. like doin this quiz

IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
so hot i feel like the polar bear on the halls ad

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
cheese biscuits! =)

FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT.
i could sing of your love forever

2005-07-01T08:05:00.000-07:00

hey.. today went for my first Lumen Gentium haha.. theme was "A Call to Holiness".. below is my reflection on the question posted today.. read only if ur interested.. haha.. not like the usual me.
DISCLAIMER: IDEAS INTRODUCED AND TAUGHT ARE BASED ON MY OWN INTERPRETATIONS, AND MAY NOT BE IN THE RIGHT EXPRESSIONS.

What does it mean to transform the events of everyday life into holy moments?

"To live a life of constant prayer, where every word, thought and action is not established in the sand of human interests and desires, but in the rock of Christ. To always walk along the path of Jesus, who is the way, the truth and the life, and not deviate onto the misleading roads that the world has chosen to walk on. With Christ in our hearts, every moment is spent with Him, and so we experience holy moments with Holiness in persona."

Sounds cheem eh? At least that's what some people said, though personally I bespectacle the perception that all who read what was written had a firm grasp on what I was trying to say. Anyway, to summarise that whole chunk of opinion, and to condense it all into one point, the main idea is this: we have to acknowledge that GOD is in US! Yes, that's the mystery that many of us fail to acknowledge, so let me give some examples.

We believe that God is 3-in-1, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. And do you know that ALL three embodiments of God breathed upon each of us on separate occasions?! In Genesis 2:7, the FATHER "breathed into (man's) nostrils the breath of life", and then JESUS "breathed upon (the disciples)" in John 20:22, and in Acts 2:2, the HOLY SPIRIT came not just in the form of fire, but a "strong gust of wind"! And so you see, God has been literally blown into us, not once but THREE TIMES by each aspect of God, such that inevitably, we are all inflated by the Almighty's grace and power.

This is further exemplified by our Baptism, when we are baptised in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. What does this mean? It means that the breath of life of the Father, the breath of faith of the Son, and the breath of empowerment of the Holy Spirit is practically pumped into our lungs! And from that moment on, every breath we take is a surrender to God, or at least it is meant to be as such.

As a personal sharing, life hasn't been the easiest thing over the past month or so, for myself and my family. Firstly, my dad lost his job. Then, my pet dog got run over by a car. After that, we had some problems with our maid so she was changed. Then my grandmother had a stroke. On that very same day, the new maid had pulse and so had to be changed because she would be hospitalised for more than 3 weeks after surgery. And then we had complications getting a new maid, so we trudged through a whole week, with my mum in particular working herself to near-death. To top it all, it was only 2 weeks ago that I had a certain problem with a special someone, though I'm under the impression that things are better now? I hope so.

When faced with such daunting situations, I sometimes feel like crying out what Jesus said in Mark 15:34, "E'lo-i, E'lo-i, la'ma sabach-tha'ni?", which basically means "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?". My life had hit a low previously, and like many other fair-weathered Catholics, I blamed it on God. My faith and relationship with God dwindled over time, and I was beginning to wonder if God had really forsaken me. And what do i get? A call to holiness. God Bless.

2005-06-29T08:16:00.000-07:00

okie quickie post.. gtg in less than 5mins to mug! hahas.. today had emaths.. was tuffer than i thot kae?!?! rah.. confirm lost 1 mark liao.. hee.. den sure got a few errors here and there.. rah annoying! after tat at mother tongue oral lesson.. surprisingly fun! mr lee good mood haha.. tell us funnie stories.. den lunch n studied in class with chee n hwee.. almost 4 hrs? hahas.. but got sleepin n slackin infused la.. den went canteen sat down and crapped with a bunch of peeps (chee rawks ^^)..

frm dere took bus to church.. was raining but after thinkin i decided to walk thru the rain! hmph! hahas.. so happy to see simeon n vanessa dere.. my grp ppl kae! yay (: wells afta tat rushed home den guess what? CHARMED SEASON PREMIER! so kewl yay! hahas.. i lurve charm.. but wasted so much time.. now is past 11! my gosh.. gtg now ppl.. God Bless!

2005-06-28T06:41:00.000-07:00

hellos ppl! -strolls onto ur screen and waves- hee im being retarded.. as usual rite? haha. erms.. well.. believe it or not, im into serious muggin! last nite did work till 1 am AGAIN! nuts =x then today had hist and english ppr 2.. somehow im quite confident abt hist, yet not certain.. -weirdweird- for english ppr 2.. i found it tuff! yet everyone say it was okie.. rahh nvm.. hope i do well.. -crosses fingers- oh yah today first time in air-conditioned hall! SO COLD -brrr- i wanna tremble! sigh.. i miss church life alady.. haha.

after sch was in mc room TRYING to do emaths.. hahas that says enuff.. so many ppl kept buggin me.. nvm it's a good sign that im infusing back into my sch way of life =) rah made cheng wei do the SCGS 2003 emaths prelim ppr and he said it was tuff! okie kris n rice u can both inflate ur heads and float to the moon.. (: hahas. after tat took bus with terence home.. blee..

reached home, did a bit of emaths.. then went for a run.. wooo 7km.. hahas not a bad run! =) no gaggin and stuff.. think my fitness is coming home yay! haha im a good bodyguard rite? hee.. while walkin home, met tis indian lady who wanted to ask me questions.. some survey thingie.. so fun haha.. tho the questions for somewhat lame.. i was crappin abt hee.. eh butbutbut i told her the TRUTH! yups.. then when it was done she said "sorry no free gift".. hahas.. not that it mattered (:

came home then had an sms from melvin.. askin abt my guitar chords all that.. i thot it was melvin from LOG, but it was my 'baby' from sch! alamak.. i was polite for nothing! hee hee hee.. and i was quite confused also.. was wonderin why melvin seah wud want guitar chords.. to eat or smth.. okok ignore hahas.. im quite blur i know.. sotong king! well had dinner after tat and yup, here i am plonked before the comp! silly box.. haha..

i think im gonna put on weight.. exam stress (if any haha) is making me eat a lot of junk food.. pringles! "once u pop, u cant stop"... i havent stopped since i last popped.. =x haha.. well enuff crap for now.. tah ppl! God Bless (: wish me luck tmr emaths ppr.. must meet expectations! haha.

2005-06-27T07:15:00.000-07:00

must blog abt today! first day of sch! hahas.. and readin clarice's blog.. realised smth quite true.. this is the LAST time we're gonna return from a one-month break, back to our secondary schools! NUUUUUUUUUUUUUU... not that i like VS the administrative school or VS the silly building.. but i LOVE all the people in vs! frm my best fren to the countless people ive worked and shared an experience with.. so many acquaintances in this school.. teachers even.. those who have been a friend to me too.. hard to let go and say goodbye.. even to my enemies (are there any? hahaha.. just in case hee) and strangers whom i dont know but recognize.. i'll miss you all too! rah.. shall cherish the moment then! or at least i'll try to =D

today marked the start of the examinations! rahhhhhhhh... english was okie.. ss shud be okie la.. just found the second part a bit weird.. it's the feeling that u know u did well, yet ur gut suggests otherwise.. annoying annoying! nvm over.. oh yeah! been studyin hard u know? believe it or not haha.. last nite studied till 1, then today studied from arnd 1.30pm to 4.45! dum dee dum.. muggaholism! wells after the exams today there was cl lesson.. prep for oral... nuuuuuuuuuu! mine's on the 11th.. not too bad la.. haha still got time to improve yups. =)

after leavin sch arnd 5 i headed for mass.. was studying hist on the bus! -giddygiddy- then reached church fell asleep on e table.. EXHAUSTED! but got a lil high during mass whee.. den after mass quickly rushed off cos needed to be back asap.. 'walked' mirabel back.. ok fine just halfway hee.. sorrie la i was rushing! reached the bus stop and saw the bus at the traffic light.. yay praise God! reached home arnd 7.40 whee..

hmmz.. manymany ppl frm LOG are still at the meetin.. so many not online.. rahh! nvm then it'll be easier for me to go off now and sleep early! yay! (: so that's it for now.. God Bless!
eh u! be good =)

2005-06-26T03:27:00.000-07:00

i juz tried playin the 2004 confirmation vid on my comp.. but cant load.. damn i think i need a vcd player.. rah.. will watch it some day then.. a trip back to last year is just what i need..

healin frm past hurts, first encounter with Christ, first spiritual high, first real bonding with cat class peeps, first calling to walk a journey of faith... no o levels, no stretched relationships, no burdens, no hurts, no rejections.. i was on top of my life last year, and got only better after the confi retreat.. oh how nice it would be to relive that experience.. at least on amateur video footage! hee.. =')

today.. went mass den session.. back to our own again.. i would like to affirm oliver, jessica, melvin and jeslynn for a good job done today! of course there is room for improvement, if not we can all die and go to heaven.. but esp the first timers.. jessica n jeslynn rite? WELL DONE! =) hahas.. tho i must admit i was veh distracted.. tee hee.. ignore me.. -blubberblubber-

after tat had core meetin.. aish! my last core grp meeting.. hee.. u get it. (: nxt week nominations and all.. ahhh.. those of you who get a calling, rise to the nominations! hahas.. =)) after tat lunch.. ate a quickie.. den had to go off.. haircut! waited for half an hour lehz.. piangz! but at least now i hv short, neat hair.. tho so sad la my sideburns and fringe all kena *snipped* off... waaaaa.. after tat took a 1+km walk home.. so relaxing =) came home and got sucked to my comp haha! here i am now wheee..

oh yah! today while walkin at the playground near tavistock with adam.. saw this kiddie PEEING on the GRASS!! ewwwww ewwww ewwww!! im NEVER walkin on grass again.. haha.. somehow the thot of kiddie pee is worse than doggie or kittie pee.. dunu why.. prollie cos animals drink primarily water, whereas ppl drink wat bubble tea, durian juice, tiger beer etcetc.. wait.. kiddies dont drink tiger beer! hee.. ignore me.. im stressed.

PRE-PRELIMS aka PRELIM 1 aka MID-YEARS start TOMORROW! nuuu... i mean ya la it means shit in reality, but u know.. nice to do well always.. hee =D my target.. L1R5 of 12 and below? hahas.. see how first.. apparently the papers are all tough so if that's the case then id lower my expectations.. yeps.. wells.. gotta go and mug now.. muggaholism is settling in! im a muggaholic! woo *hick!* okie ignore ignore tah ppl God Bless!
P.S. i pwomize to giv u the fuzzie nxt week okie? hee.. =)

2005-06-25T04:22:00.000-07:00

RAHH. im officially annoyed.

studied till 2+ 3 last nite.. completed SS yay!.. den went to sleep.. woke up arnd 1.30, then started studying again.. didnt want parents to know that im awake otherwise they wud start to disturb me. hmph. studied for an hour, then went for lunch.. hahas.. skipped breakfast =)

after that slacked for a while, then started studyin again.. was midway thru 'china' den my father knocked the door damn loudly.. was thinkin wtf then opened the door and he scolded me for not washin a bloody pair of chopsticks and a freakin bowl. great. my prelim 1 is this bloody monday and u want me interrupt my studyin just to do smth i cud do later. he even wanted to lecture me... freak him la i just washed em quickly.. it was only later that i realised he was takin out his angst on me cos he had an argument with my mum.. nvm.. i forgive u.. i love u daddy. (:

but ya la that screwed up my mood, so after completing china, i went to sleep.. head was dizzy.. cos so damn angry la.. didnt study after tat.. fell asleep.. den went for a run.. good and bad. good cos i set a new 1.5km pb timing yay! 5.09! hahas.. not even good enough to eat ronghua's dust, but it's an improvement! =) but bad cos im still 20% unwell, so after tat run i became breathless and cud not do my long d run. i tried but didnt feel good n im not ready to drop dead so ya.. great haha.. i ran for a total of 5.09mins. sounds lame haha..

now here i am bloggin to vent my frustrations.. gahhhh! later goin out for dinner n den visit my grandma.. hope she gets better real soon.. missing her cookin (: at least she's out of hospital.. stroke was not fatal, just maimed her left side.. quite weak now.. rah.. tho there's another potential health problem, but i wont express it cos not yet confirmed.. yea.. -worryworry-

blah.. frigfrigfrig. bad mood bad mood. byes ppl, God Bless!

2005-06-23T21:54:00.000-07:00

confusion. a big word that small people deal with.

small people like me. and most of you too.
ever wondered what you really wanted in life? everyone says happiness, but what is it that makes you happy? physical stimulation, emotional comfort, intellectual understanding, spiritual rest? what nonsense! who the heck establishes a balance between these 4 pillars, that are haphazardly drilled not into the rock of truth, but the sand of human mortification? yes, we are all ashamed of ourselves, yet we take no greater pride than in what we stand for. confusion.

what do i want in life? to hold His hand and walk around like a kid? let realism settle down once you open your bloody eyes. we live in a world where you worship what you see, what you choose to see. what does an experience count for, when you have nothing but a faint memory etched somewhere on the back of your head, yet makes you believe convicingly so... you do not know what to place your faith in anymore. confusion.

what would happen if one day, our apotheosis lied on earth? how do we discredit the way, truth and life, which by the way is established in doubt, for the pressuring realities that hurdle our path to what we crave for? ever had a dream that seemed so real, it infused itself into your life? or what about an experienced that seemed so surreal, you diminished in to the world of dreams? what then constitutes the reality of life, our faith or our belief? confusion.

if ever a perception so false that it fallacied life was to be discovered for truth, where else does it bury itself than in the realms of religion? faith is the optimism that floats within the shroud of doubt. our belief lies in an establishment in some degree of truth that verifies what we choose to put our trust in. however, who am i to question the reality of the one called Truth, or the truth of reality? it is beyond my human comprehension anyway. confusion.

haha if u didnt get that, nevermind. it is confusion after all =)
tats it for now.. tahtah! God Bless

2005-06-21T08:57:00.000-07:00

hihi! bloggie! *waves*

today i had SCHOOL.. rahh.. first up was chem mock exam.. no one knew there was, so no one studied.. think im gonna fail it la ='( must start muggin hard for chem.. my weakest subbie.. worse than chinese even.. wells after tat went for lunch at mosburger, then mr oh treated us to ice cream at swensens! (: (: (: one topless 5 for every pair.. how nice.. whee! had mint, orange shebert, mango, cookies & cream and sticky chewy chockie! =)

after that physics lesson.. got my mock exam ppr back.. 72.5! damn it la i cud and shud hv gotten the bloody A1. one question showed 2 cells, and the question said "the voltage of A battery is 12V" so i multiplied the thing by 2, but yuan lai ru ci 2 cells make one battery! rah! got the whole thing wrong, and lost 5 marks that wud have guranteed my A1.. shit la blahblahblah. then after that.. practical practical practices! geddit? =D hee.. cant say here.. secret. hmph. (:

after tat went to ps.. wah the place changed a lot.. got so blurrified i walked one big circle lookin for the toilet when it was just next to the shop i came out frm. blah hahas.. ate lunch #2 there! then went home.. rested a bit.. then went for a jog.. 6+ - 7km.. nice cos it was a jog.. veh relaxing n stuff.. esp after all thats goin on in my sad stupidhead.. came home bathed slept for a while.. dinner and here i am plonked before the comp! hahas.. goin off real soon cos muz sleep early got sch again tmr..
i wish. but dreams dont matter anymore.
well that's it for now. takkare everyone! nites! God Bless! =)

2005-06-20T07:53:00.000-07:00

wheee.. i have an announcement to make!
I'M OVER IT!!!
hahas for those who dont get it.. urm.. nvm =D i think only one person wud get it aniwae.. oh wells.. trah lah lah.. time to move on..

hope i wont look back animore.. the past shud be left behind.. heh. burried away

2005-06-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

hey ppl.. hmmz.. dum dee dum.. shall blog abt today! x)

morning was RAHHHH.. bro was late.. parents all angry.. mother worried abt grandma.. terrible terrible ride to church.. tats why i looked so crappy when i first emerged.. session was ok, except for those baboons who wrote rubbish on my paper. hmph! "i forgive u..." teehee.. blah durin the pnw n prayin i tried to open up but inside i was still really really troubled.. mtg, then lunch.. got a lil crazy then.. for a moment i forgot all that was kachaoing me! = ') kinda fun haha being a maniac ^^,

went home.. new maid was writhing in pain.. had haemmeriods or smth.. dunu how u spell it.. so had to be sent to hospital.. she just came and to see her in pain n tears so fast.. argh! spoke to her for a while just to comfort her.. kinda sad if u hear the stories of these people.. haiz.. now she's in hosptial for operation.. so house has no maid.. argh troublesome! then my mum was tellin me some sad realities about foreign workers in singapore.. kinda.. i dunu.. makes me feel helpless.. oh wells.. the time will come to make a difference.. i promise.

took a nap, den went to tan tock seng hospital to visit my grandma.. she looked so pale and weak.. felt so sad to see her like that.. but then she saw me and she smiled.. and that made a difference.. even for just a while.. oh wells.. spent 2 hrs there.. was massaging her bruised hand and all that.. but she's fine.. she'll be ok.. fever is gone.. physical condition is improving, tho still weak.. but yea.. she'll be fine... (:

that's enough for now.. tahtah.. God Bless!

2005-06-19T02:27:00.000-07:00

heyy.. new temp haha! thx jes for helpin out.. aniwaes.. lots to blog abt.. =)

today was sucha fun-filled day.. hit a high! woohoo! youth day + mass& rally.. dum dee dum.. met jkong timswee oliver jes joan den went to the youth centre.. managed to get clarice to come later.. ate lunch dere.. urgh! =D aniwaes, mended the stall.. coin tank! hahas the childish people ended up playin with water and fishes.. (: (: (: joan's fish died.. haha.. must be jeslynn and oliver's fault.. see la u 2 keep splashing! stick ur dirty hands into the water summore! hee..

watched some live band concerts etc then went for the rally at the field.. right in front of the stage! in front of the freakin loud speaker! -grumblegrumble- "quit grumbling" hee.. such a great experience! "ONE WAY, JESUS!" =) a lot of singing (with my terrible voice) a lot of dancing, a lot of jumping! full surrender to the Almighty! (: how nice how nice.. cant indescribable haha.. (: after tat went dinner at chomps, then got fetched home by daddy..
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oh i hv a new maid.. rahh.. hope she's nice..
wells.. HAPPY FATHERS' DAY to all fathers, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my bro.. =) tat's abt it now.. takkare.. God Bless!

2005-06-18T21:23:00.000-07:00

whee.. today was fun fun fun.. wanna blog abt it but too lazy.. make it quick =D watched batman at cine with timswee, timsoo, justink, oliver, marcus, jessica, kristin, clarice, von, joan, and tat other gurl.. erms.. BORING haha.. after tat went for mass (yoghurt!), went to amk to buy stuffies, went home! tat's a good summary (:
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feelin really sick now.. aching all over.. ahh!!! mebbe i nid a bath.. hehe. oh wells.. erms.. nvm =D
God Bless!

2005-06-16T12:05:00.000-07:00

garhhhh! hellos =)
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im feelin so unwell.. had fever, cough, sore throat, flu and muscle aches... thankfully ive been healed.. now just cough! *koffkoff!*
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well apart frm that, ive been feelin better i guess? good to let go of false hope because the "truth is what sets u free". yea so cliche i know, but i havent felt better in a long time.. stop deceiving myself.. face the truth! *stares at the truth* (:
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i havent got a lot to blog abt cos ive spent most of the past days sleeping.. restin n recovering.. oh but I'M SO HAPPIE! i juz found out tat my emaths n amaths pprs are only for self-practice, NOT HOMEWORK, so basically for hw.. all i hv is an english ppr 1 which i intend to complete today.. then im FREE.. to study.. blahhhh.. *tears hair out*
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but still it's nice to know that i dont owe any teachers anything.. all i owe is to myself (: wheee.. okae that's abt it frm now.. dum dee dum.. pray for me and others to get well! hahas *kadoink!* bye for now.. -wavey- God Bless!

2005-06-14T22:42:00.000-07:00

you search me, you know me
you know my every move
there's nothing i could ever do
to hide myself from you
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you know my thoughts, my dreams, my fears
my weaknesses and my pride
you know what i've been going through
and how i feel inside
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and even though you know
you will always love me
even though you know
you'll never let me go
i don't deserve your love
but you gave it freely
you will always love me
even though you know

2005-06-12T22:07:00.000-07:00

heyas.. back from retreat.. very tired rahhh
aniwaes, i suppose a lot of ppl will be bloggin abt it, so if u wanna know what exactly happened, just read their blogs =D
just wanna take the time to thank God for being ever-present and ever-providing. special thanks also go to all those who journeyed with me during this spiritually intense two and a half days
to my grp mates : constance, jude, joan, oliver, jerome, jason, simeon, clara, kathleen, vanessa, christopher and noel AND SEAN... luv u all! had great sharings together =)
to all who led sessions, and those who played equally important roles (esp the musicians.. denise n melissa! (: ) THANK YOU!
and to everyone else who in one way or another touched or was touched by me. yups (:
God Bless you all! byes

2005-06-08T00:51:00.000-07:00

im tired... *SIGHHHHHHHHHHH* haha.. but at least i had a very fulfillin day today (=
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mornin woke up at 7am, ate breakfast. then did some stuffs and had prayer.. AND THEN... i embarked on my EXPEDITION! (: yay (: yay (: runnin frm my house all the way to tim swee's house.. route is.. come out and run along lentor avenue, run past yck mrt and turn after anderson sec, run along the mrt line, reached the bishan park area thingie, turn left and run along the rubbishy area and down till reach gardens area, turn into cardiff grove, cut thru the central area, and whack towards tavistock area. almost 10km! yay! haha my timing was 44:02.. stupid traffic lights. *grumblegrumble* wheee..
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so reached swee's hse.. drank his water =D then did some talkin.. actually.. A LOT of talking. hee.. played a bit of xbox.. i lost halo2 25-1 *sobx* stupid timmie bully me haha. after tat he went to bathe n i fell asleep on the floor. =x arnd 1230, went for lunch! he and i met jes at gardens bus stop, then went to eat at market place.. after tat went home..
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SLEEP! i was soooo tired cos not only did i run, i only had 5hrs of sleep the previous nite.. but only cud sleep for 2hrs cos had a party to attend.. family gatherin.. grandpa ish 82 yrs old. i love u kong kong =) everyone was dere.. so fun.. food was good.. i ate a lot haha *gobblegobble* walked arnd compass point with adam.. so fun talk so much rubbish.. mite hv to go confession again hee.. then karaoke.. all the old love songs.. rahhh.. no comments :)
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reached home arnd midnite.. im poofed! tmr intend to sleep late, do a BIT of work, then go off to churchie.. yups.. shud keep it as such for now.. tahtah! God Bless!

2005-06-06T23:54:00.000-07:00

yay! today was such a goooood day tat i juz hv to blog abt it =)
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mornin woke up, went to get haircut! daddy fetched me yay! then went to bishan to get my new SHINY YELLOW specs, and had lunch with daddy.. haha he forgot to pay.. tsktsk (: after that he fetched me to tim swee's place.. tim soo joined us later, then justin kong.. played xbox first, then erms... SECRET! it never leaves the room ^^
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after tats went church.. confession! so many LOG ppl were there.. erms.. both tims, both justins, kristin, jes, joan, abi, von, oliver, bel, jessica AND DENISE(aha! ive added! sowwie (: ).. hope i didnt miss anyone out haha.. mass, then sat around and wasted time.. xD after tat went to macs (guy jokes! :D), ate a teenie witsie bit, then went back.. haha.. dropped by joan's hse for just a few mins to see her guinea piggie.. kewts :) reached home after.
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trah lah lah.. nth much else to say.. God Bless! AND PLEASE TAG!!!!!!! hahas..

2005-06-04T23:36:00.000-07:00

i shall update now! wheee... (: (: (:
hmmz.. shall talk my busy little life.. awr..
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friday: emaths in morning.. ppr 2.. rahhh! then had amaths.. i was one of the 4 who passed yay! after tat papa fetched me home and i took a quick nap, before rushing off to church.. mass, makan, then spiritual prep. yay so nice! im excited... =D
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today!: mornin woke up at 8.30.. breakfast with parents at macs.. then went church. practice session.. so nice =) not to mention the fun lil dance haha.. *trembletremble* oliver and i rawk! haha.. just hope shireen quickly deletes the vid.. so embarrassing! adam's parents fetched me home.. then i urm.. what did i do? haha.. oh yea.. fell asleep with my guitar! (: after tat went runnin.. 1.5km timing is 5.15... so sucky! rahh.. then played soccer! scored 4 goals! including one wonderful own goal that hit a tree and went it! yay! hahas.. exhausted.. came home ate dinner and wheee.. here i am (=
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thats abt it.. trah lah lah.. takkare peeps! God Bless you alwaes!

2005-06-01T23:58:00.000-07:00

another tiring day.. another screwed up day.. RAHHHHH *pokepoke*
shall just blog abt what happened.. but first things first.. here's a tribute to CANDY.
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more than 2 years ago on chinese new year day, a stray white dog walked into our house, and into our lives. we frantically searched for the owner, but no claimant came forth, and so candy was inevitably infused into the family, along with our jack russel Ricky, and cross-breed Jingle, who has since been given away. over the years, Candy was an affectionate companion who loved to love as much as she loved to be loved. sadly, she had a tendency to escape from the house, in a bid to seek greener pastures outside of this family. 3 months ago, she went missing. after 2 days of frantic searching, we finally found her through a tip-off, and as a family we embraced this momentarily forsaken part of our lives. 2 days ago, the same thing happened. unfortunately, candy never came home, and she never will. our beloved maltese has been run over many times by vehicles, and what's left of her are no more than painful memories etched onto the hearts of all those whom lives she touched so gently. candy, we miss you, and we will never forget you. if all dogs really do go to heaven, we sincerely hope to see you again in time to come. love, us.
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sigh.. well, life goes on.. i just hope all's well for my mum, who took it very badly. aniwaes, here's a quick thingie of what happened today...
- sch, chem prac exam.. goodies! broke funnel tho
- stupid gen office woman got "hurt badly" by a joke... awr.. go seek healing at woodbridge or smth
- went orchard with nick *walkwalkwalk*
- he took 3 bloody hours to buy a wallet
- madagascar performance at taka! dancing penguins! i bhot a penguin for.. but nvm heh.
- left for church
- didnt go mass.. ado room.. it was my feast day! rahh.. no appetite -mumbles-
- mtg.. yea let's be serious!
- finished almost 11.. thankew u melv for gettin ur mummy to fetch me home :)
- came home.. here i am!
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that's abt it yup.. kinda long post.. cud hv been longer tho.. hehe.. wells, God Bless everyone! peace be with u all!

2005-05-30T18:27:00.000-07:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! it's O-ver! haha.. hasta la vista cheenah! not sure how well i did, but i dare say confirm passed liao (x. hooray.. such a fun day, i just have to blog abt it =D
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0830 - ppr 1 *woots!* + *erms..*
1112 - ppr 2 *YAY!* + *boo* here and there
1242- IT'S OVER!!!!! -happiehappie-
1300 - left school for lido
1345- reached lido, bought tix for star wars episode 3 (jonathan treated us yay!)
1400 - lunchies *munch* saw von, abi, n some other gal there..
1445 - after lunch, i slammed chee, then bhot popcorn
1500 - movie starts..
1720 - movie ends.. really crappy.. shud hv watch madagascar!
1800 - got home.. blogged..
1830 - run! (:
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rah.. i was QUITE crazy today... made a lot of noise.. sure to hv pissed many many strangers off.. aha.. too bad xD
well.. gtg now.. tahtah! God Bless.. happie happie (: (: (:

2005-05-26T21:59:00.000-07:00

hihi! -waves- im finally updatin, so pleeeeeeeeeease tag! (x
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hmmz.. shall summarise all that happened since sunday.. summary skills! :D sunday church had some talk on sex, r/s, blahblahblah.. became sort of a bio lesson (: (: monday stayed home stonin n doin work.. only went out for a run in the evening. tues n wed.. same stuffies rilli *yawns*.. chinese proggie in sch, then tue went to church for mass, wed came home first then went for the animators workshop thingie.. until 10pm!! rah! (which incidentally is the same time some ppl were watchin a VIOLENT show =D )
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n finallie.. today! :) chinese proggie as usual, then had ENGLISH PRELIM ORALS after sch.. gahhhhhh! think i screwed up my reading.. tho the other parts seemed okiedokies.. as my tchr said, if i get 35 or less out of 40, i SUCK! nuuuu... i dont wanna suck.. *whimper* aniwaes, it ended at the 'perfect time' (hee..) so i went for mass.. only jes n bel were dere.. WHERE ARE THE REST OF YOU? oh ya ur busy studyin for chinese Os.. tsktsk forgetful me :D
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aniwaes.. hooray to liverpool! hooray to english football! to all u liverpudilans out dere.. congrats! (tho i support arsenal :D) to the milan fans, yup all 5 of u, dun be too sad kae? (: (: (: hmmz.. to carrie underwear or whatever... boooo! ur good, i just prefer bo. =D \m/ on bo! hahas.. as if any of these ppl im addressin wud ever stumble upon my blog.. oh wells.. lalala..
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wo xiang shui le... (if u dont understand, can fail chinese Os arh! -waves finger-) nites ppl! God Bless! =)

2005-05-21T00:35:00.000-07:00

my previous post was so BLAHHH, so im here to un-BLAHHH it (:
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nth much to say abt my life cos it wud only make things more BLAHHH-y, esp if start tellin u all how enjoyable the mother tongue intensification programme is. (x speakin 0f which, i betta not use da comp for too long cus i needta go study soon..
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oh wells.. my dad mum n bro are all goin to batam tmr! only poor lil me is left behind. -sniff- so anybodie who wanna sleepover on sunday faster call me! :D :D hahas. goin for some massage escapade.. what's with massages aniwae? it's sooooo 'ouch'. usin someone's excellent summary skills, "massages are EVIL!" tsktsk..
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oh aniwae i came across tis very interesting quote.. "life is something that happens when you cant get to sleep".. by this weirdo named fran lebowitz. it's kinda true to some extent when u consider tt all the rubbish and silly problems of life are put on hold when u sleep, and seem strangely non-existant when u awake. hahas but im not gonna dwell on it.. i sorta just woke up (yup! (: ) so i cant really think hard.. not that i ever could =D
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wells.. tats abt it.. *doink!* God Bless!

2005-05-19T23:55:00.000-07:00

there wasnt anything special to distinguish him from the rest. even the most discerning eye would sometimes overlook his passive form. not that he cared, really. why inoculate the misdeeds of others by smearing yourself with hurtful words? to climb higher never influenced one who shied away from apotheosis, for what rewards does glory reap forth to a heart that desires beyond skin, eye, ear and tongue?
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such was the epitome of simple living personified through his humble blood. this made it hurt more than others whenever he bled. not because the redness seduced lavish girls and agitated bulls that bowed down in feigned respect. not because his senses erected to pitiful attention that for the longest time seemed missing in his life. simply it is the underserving sacrifice that both parties made stretching towards a lost cause. both were losers, after all.
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do you believe in the story of life? you wouldn't if it disintegrated your weakened soul, at a rate where positives fail to establish equilibrium. downwards and backwards you fall, blinded by desires you never seeked in the first place... so badly that your ignorance amputated the outstretched arm. now who caused the hurt?
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i choose to say im sorry.

2005-05-18T20:42:00.000-07:00

no more funny words (: those were for a vs fren aniwaes, so all u head-scratches can stop ponderin now.. go scratch something else! =D
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okae shall blog abt what happened ystd n today:
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ystd: hist sbq in morn, followed by emaths n el, then cme, el (did brochure) n cl (did letter writing) gahh! after sch saw miz tham for some tips on writing (im officially 'boring'), then hung arnd in sch doin work n stupid things.. after that left fer church.. passed the lil bronze man (: then got home..
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today: head prefect speeches in mornin (blahhh), mt lessons, emaths practice ppr (33/40.. den minus 2! -sad-), bhot the 'band it victoria' wrist band durin recess, then had 3 free periods cos i dun take bio.. went to see miz lau n practiced amaths.. den had geog.. got 36/40 for an o lvl ppr.. nuuuuuu! long way to go haish.. after sch did a teenie bit of work den went home with nick.. fell asleep on the floor at home for 2 hrs! =D den went for a run.. felt really good n bouncy.. *doink!* the 5 days of rest hv done me good (:
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wheee thats abt it.. haha borin rite my life? nvm.. the monotony of it makes the special moments count for more (: oh my im actually being optimistic.. tsktsk.. bye then.. God Bless!
P.S. to the teachers who read tis.. u all cud actually tag me u know.. gahhhh!

2005-05-16T19:02:00.000-07:00

in three counts the truth will reveal itself, and no longer shall oblivion be an excuse for negligence. not that the weak weren't meant to fly, beyond shores where lying friends of yours pretend to care. one. not because tongue in my cheek tasted sweetness of words that mattered. two. not ever does time wait for action, as if the stars would wake the sleeping sun. three.

hahas if u dun geddit, ur not supposed to =) well.. here's the 'normal' post.. dOiNk! today was a surprisingly tiring day for me, esp since we didnt even do anything tiring during pe.. speakin of which, i owe wen hui an apology.. hope ur ok now bro. aniwaes, had phyiscs, pe, recess, english then ss.. at least i didnt fall asleep at all.. hooray! (:

after sch had mc meeting.. tryin to make retarded little copper-wire figurines.. annoying! haha.. inside joke x) fell asleep on the couch cos was veh tired.. slept in such an awkward position that now my back feels funny.. hmmz.. -rubs back- aniwaes.. i hv nth to say.. really.. i lead a *boring!* life.. so yup.. God Bless!

2005-05-13T22:36:00.000-07:00

due to the popular request of a single person, i am here! -wavey- wells im supposed to write something.. hmmz.. -ponderponder-
ive been VERY VERY tired tis past few days.. *ZzZzZz* -wakes up- ahem where was i? oh yea.. haha =D today even fell asleep on the silly little tibs bus and went past my hse.. ended up at some ulu-ated area that i frequent whenever i miss my stop. bleagh!
wells.. got back my cl prelims.. worse than my mock exams leh... -sobs- ppr 2 got 10 marks less.. nvm there is still time to improve.. wo hui gai guo zi xin, zai jie zai li, bu yi yu li, zi li gen shen, da dao guang rong de mu biao! (: (sounds cheem eh?)
hmmz.. nothing much else to say.. let me just wish the following May babies a ehApPiE bUrPdAe!!e: kristin, joan, tim soo, adam and teri!
oh yea i wanna try smth.. typin out a message in webdings.. for the pathetic fun of it. hellos! im being retarded here.. wheee! (:
go figure haha.. gtg now.. God Bless!

2005-05-10T22:37:00.000-07:00

hihi.. the poem is BELOW.. TERI u pwomizzed to read it so scroll down! hahas..
tiredness. fatigue. exhaustion.
3 words that ring *ding!* thru my head each day.. kinda strange tho.. HOW COME I'M SO TIRED?!?!?! must be the weather.. haha.. cant be tho.. been rainin nicely these past days.. hmmz.. -thinks really REALLY hard (which is a rarity)- maybe ive been studyin too hard.. that sounds nice =D i like it already.. "sorry i cant study now.. im tired cos ive been studyin too hard" yups.
a bit 'high' now.. not good.. gotta study chem.. -grumbles- o wells.. thanks for reading tis boring ole blog.. God Bless!

2005-05-08T00:07:00.000-07:00

hey.. wrote tis poem.. very simple for lit ppl to figure it out yea..
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The Candle
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flickers eth serenade of dance
burnt budst still trickles forth
tho' seeth a second chance
deep solace dilutes thy broth
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withstanding hast thou for it
but what with hopeth despair
not by luck for breast skips beat
darkest loomed the lady fair
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candle tho lighth life i'm for
it seekth face dreams lie deep
without fortune and grace nor
shepard my heart as flock of sheep
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by justin

2005-05-05T22:23:00.000-07:00

jes is rite... i can NEVER get away frm a comp.. it's an obsession! *amor no les amor..* hahas.. a bit lame here (: wells.. ive been asked to update by a lot of ppl, so i shall! =D but my life has really been systematic(not borin tho).. go to sch, study, church, comp!..den sleep, and the cycle repeats again.. hahas.. no choice la.. so many tests all over the place, plus i really want my B3 or hopeful A2 for chinese, so muz work rilli rilli hard *jiayou justin!*

today durin cl had listening.. so confusing! -grumbles- after that went to nick's club n studied with him.. saw a gurl who's even more boyish than me.. no further comments. haha. after that went to joan's hse for a short while (tim forced me), but quickly left to coup seats for my family at church.. if u dont get it, it's not meant for u.. haha..

i dont know.. things have been looking good, but still my silly little head is slightly confused.. has everything changed all of a sudden, or am i deceiving myself so that hope has a chance? i suppose it's best that i try to persue my dreams and ambitions, but at the same time i will bear in mind my priorities. yup.

gtg now all u readers out dere :D got cl prelims tmr.. wish me lucky luck! ciaoz.. god bless! (:

2005-04-28T22:40:00.000-07:00

rOArRRrrRr!!!!! okae i feel better alady xD.. hello people! well im gonna make this post shawt.. erms.. been a busy week.. a lot of tests (duh) so ive been muggin! like a mug! -.- not exactly high now, just lettin loose a little cos yea.. 2hrs of a.maths really tightens u up.. aniwaes i havent been doin much lately.. basically sch, studying, and church.. yups. actually ran up the hill today lol. nvm. napfa got gold yay. erm.. nth else to say haha.. tahtah peeps.. God bless!

hispalmsaresweatykneesweakarmsareheavytheresvormitonhissweateralreadymumsspheghettihesnervousbutonthesurfacehelookscalmandreadytodroparmsbuthekeepsonforgettinwhathewrotedownthewholecrowdgrowssoloudheopenshismouthbutthewordswontcomeoutheschokinhoweverybodysjokinnowtheclocksrunouttimesoutover.
adapted frm 'lose yourself' by eminem

2005-04-24T21:23:00.000-07:00

hihi! if u wud look at the column on de left, u wud see nick's name is gone.. meanin tis blog is mine! all mine! muahahahaz.. xD erms.. i realised that some unwanted donkeys hv found my blog, so i shant post anything interesting.. it mite even become dead again.. (stupid spies' fault) aniwaes, nth much has been happening.. ive been muggin lyk a.. urms.. mug =D not much of choice tho.. Os are comin up, n quotin mr tan, 'even 7 points is not good enough'. bleee..

so i shud stop bloggin n start studyin now ^^ hahas.. shall post a nice lil song.. it's from the soundtrack of 'runaway bride'.. veh sad song.. but no intentions (:

Blue Eyes Blue
Eric Clapton

I thought that you'd be loving me
I thought you were the one who'd stay forever
But now forever's come and gone
And I'm still here alone

'Cause you were only playing
You were only playing with my heart
I was never waiting, I was never waiting for the tears to start

(Chorus)
It was you
Who put the clouds around me
It was you
Who made the tears fall down
It was you
Who broke my heart in pieces
It was you, it was you
Who made my blue eyes blue
Oh, Never should have trusted you

I thought that I'd be all you need
In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven
And now my heavens gone away
And I'm out in the cold

'Cause you had me believing
You had me believing in a lie
Guess I couldn't see it
Guess I couldn't see it till I saw goodbye

(Chorus) x dunu how many times xD

tahtah!

2005-04-18T21:09:00.000-07:00

hApPiE bURpdAe jESlYnN!!

2005-04-16T10:31:00.000-07:00

ive asked nick to update, but he's such a lazy *bleep!*, so i shall do the updating =D
here's basically a few main things that happened since april's fool day, wen me last blogged..
- i got an electric guitar! *beeeeeg grinz*
- vscb n choir gold with honours for syf, while indian dance got gold. xcountry team retained c div title n won b div title. hence there was NO SCHOOL yesterday! had a day off =D
- ive been hvin a sore throat since tuesday
- ystd, my free day, was hectic. woke up early to go marketing with my maid, den came home and went for a run. nick came over for some guitaring around noon, den we went to his club to mug. had lunch in between. so hectic rite? :D
- i just *piak!*-ed the high E string of my acoustic laz nyt.. thank goodness it wasnt the Gstring again =D (its tim soo's fault, btw) hee..
- i owe my classmate, benjamin chee, an apology. SORRY CHEE!
yups, tats abt it. *titatita* -typing sound- gtg now.. flag day todae.. so ppl visit me! frm 12-6. arnd centrepoint. hahas.. hooray. oh yea, lemme reply tags here..
TiM: yups we're sharin
calvin: where gort? =x
TiT: not funnie
huiyi: of course i remember yoo! takkare! tell jocelyn i said hi hahas =D
nise: we all are lethargic
ken: err.. ok
jes: updated liaoz! -beams-
joan: erms.. see what i replied to jes. lol (:
tats it.. God Bless!

2005-04-01T23:57:00.000-08:00

heyz.. looks im a much more frequent blogger than nick.. ah wells.. i got home like 15mins ago.. 2dae such a long day! i shall blog abt it in number forms so its easier to read (:
1. went sch at 0630, den took bus to malaysia
2. first stop was some chemical plant.. interesting.. blahblahblah..
3. went for lunch at some seafood place. so-so only.. i know local zhi char tat tastes betta (:
4. went to Noah's Ark.. some animal sanctuary for abandoned, abused, or nearly-put-down animals. there were like 350 dogs roamin arnd freely.. and they kept followin us wherever we went. so kewt :) got horses, cats, goat, snake n ducks too.. coolio
5. headed back to singapore, where had a reunion dinner
6. for the first time in dunu how long.. met my fav former junior isaac (he went for ip at temasek). hahas he's full of gossips n stuff.. anyhows, he promised to visit me more often at vs. so okayy..
7. class sang 'country roads'.. my first guitar performance eva. it was 'okayy' until the bridge.. screwed up frm then on.. cos i only had like 1 practice session? and i suck too la =)
8. went home.. duh? haha
yeps.. thats my day.. for more details can ask me hahas.. esp abt noah's ark.. a lot of interesting thingies to share.. anyhows, goin out wif chook tmr to look at my guitar.. hooray! =D God Bless!

2005-03-30T21:24:00.000-08:00

-poof!- *justin appears* hihi ppl! cant believe im actually bloggin again.. muz be really bored.. which is weird cos ive got an a.maths to study for. weird =X. anyhows, erm.. i shall leave all the crap to nickolas. that's his special ability.. nuuuuuuuuu wait, thats his ONLY ability =D well, what ive been informed abt last week was confirmed today... that our prelims are gonna count for nxt yr. oooo i can hear ppl cursin already haha. but this doesnt really affect me, cos i plan to go poly (: erms.. what else hv i got to say? ladidadila.. had foto takin 2dae n it was fun cos a lot of guys got pushed into the eco pond.. hahas. and one fella had his handphone in his pocket so it spoiled when he fell in. ^^, thats abt it tho.. think im gonna slp erlie 2nyt cos.. im tired (: tahtah then peeps. God Bless! -poof!- *justin disappears*

2005-03-29T22:57:00.000-08:00

woooohoooo my first blog hahas. Wazzzzup! How cool is this sharing blog wif e krapy lamey almost funny justin haha. I probably wont write alot abt anything but krap. Wad can i say me and justin form the lamers club cum china black. Wahahahaha i'm fat and lazy so wont be blogging much. ok this blog will be a total krap so if u dun like krap u better leave b4 u die of krappie phobia =P

nickolas, out_

2005-03-28T22:06:00.000-08:00

hellos! -wavey- ahh okae.. first real post after a 3-month hibernation period.. wells, it feels strange to be bloggin again. -deep breath-. i like the template, btw.. cartoon! =D erm.. so my thots are in a mess. well, let me then just list down some new thingies abt my bloggin.
1)i wont talk abt my boring life. everyone sees that. i will express things hidden beyond the eye.
2)bloggin wont be a daily thing. at most 2-3 times a week.
3)all are welcome to visit! hahas.. =)
with that said and done, erms.. one more thingie.. i mite be sharin blog wif my brudder nickolas who's frm the same sch as mie.. we'll see if that happens. currently, everything is a bit messy so ya.. bear wif mie (:
hmmz what else to say now.. i dunu.. mebbe i'll go off now.. see y'all round yeh? takkare! God Bless! -gone-

justin, out_

2005-03-28T01:11:00.000-08:00

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